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006/365 by athenability


Maybe if I’m lucky I won’t wake up..






Here I am alone— Waiting for something which will never arrive, distracting myself and diverting my thoughts of you; wondering if I should send you a message and ask if you’ve already taken your meal or how was your day going. I should’ve done it if you did the same.
It has been 10 hours of waiting and longing to hear your voice. 10 hours of getting excited to every beep, running towards my phone and getting disappointed not to see your name on the screen. 10 long hours of preoccupation.. of crying not knowing what what might have happened. It’s fear over anger.
And then there you are, surrounded with a lot of people — talking with them, fooling around, playing games, enjoying your summer not thinking about me, not minding when your phone beeps.. taking it for granted.
I never felt this lonely before. It sucks to know that I don’t even cross your mind. Maybe you’re just used to enjoying alone without me. And maybe I just need to wait a couple of hours more before I can get used to your absence too.
Last night draft

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